I Want to Be In a Happy Relationship

I can't fathom a one night stand. Just the thought of it makes me feel depressed. I have a good idea what I want in a relationship , but what i want has a high chance of leaving me single for life. I've prepared myself for that possibility and have come to terms with it. If being alone is what is in store for me than so be it. I however won't be happy and neither will I feel fulfilled.

My ideal relationship is probably someone like myself or someone who has a deep understanding of what it means to be transgender and makes me feel respected for being me. I prefer to be open about who I am and will be no ones dirty little secret. They need to be able to role with my craziness since I can be quite unpredictable at times. They would have to be all in or get the f*ck out. All done with secret this and that.

I have a feeling I'm going to end up a crazy cat lady.