My Husband has become my shelter from the storms I bring upon myself.. π
He protects me from myself, in some ways, even when he doesn't want to. π
It hasn't been easy to be married to me. I have alot of issues, and I mean alot of issues. π
I have a real problem with setting boundaries for myself and for others. I never seem to understand that I am stepping over the boundaries until I do. I know that I have stepped over the line when it is too late, and by that time, I am freaking out.π’
I have learned that the only way I can be ok, when I am freaking out, is to confess all my sins to my Husband. When I do this, he reminds me that he is in control, and he will help me stay within the boundaries. β€β€β€
Some people say that Husbands shouldn't control wives, and for them, I think this is true, but if my Husband didn't control me, I would probably be dead now. I need his help. β€
I need him to help me stay inside the boundaries, and when he does, it seems like everything is beautiful in the world. I feel warm and safe from my own worst enemy, myself.β€
Wow, you have written a beautiful post. You are fortunate to have a husband who is your rock. Your husband obviously loves you very much. Not to take anything away from him, but I think you must be a very special woman, for your husband to always be there for you, no matter what.
In out marriage, my wife Jina is the rock. She is the strong one, and I am the one who needs her support, and her guidance, and her help.