I let him go

Update to my most recent post. I told him today that I could no longer see him. I know what's best for me, and he isn't it. I'd rather be single and enjoy my life. I am just now getting used to being alone. And I like the feeling of loving myself. After leaving a five-year relationship in April, this is much too soon for me. I am also graduating in December, so I may move to another state once I get my degree. Who knows where life will take me? And I don't need to be attached to someone while I am still figuring myself out. Anyway, thanks to everyone for the great advice. He is currently blocked. That may sound harsh. But he is a person that I should have left in the past. We met in 2015 before my previous relationship (which began in 2017), and we never made it to the dating stage. We were really good friends, and I hate that it advanced past that tbh. I should have kept it there. I think we can still be friends in the future. But for right now, I am giving myself the love I never had the capacity to give in the past. Self-love is the best love.

Signing off,
-A recovering hopeless romantic

P.S. Thank you guys for reading my diary. This site is literally a diary for me lol.