((Hugs)) its tough but life goes on and eventually it does get easier and better

I screwed things up. It's my own fault. That makes it worse.

Marriage is made of two, just divide the guilt feeling by two. You could not fix if the other part did not accept also.

@YourMomsSWcrush: Don't beat yourself over this, live in the present and hopefully better days ahead, you probably learned a lot from this.

@ForNever: very altruistic way to think🤔

@Annymaryel: I try to take the best of what was and somehow build on what might be around the corner (but not going to lie- I tend to not rush into things ...just because it hurts- post emotion pain/loss)

@Coyotedave611: You are very lucky. Sometimes avoid the person is the better solution.

@Annymaryel: I'm still not able to date. i probably need professional help

@OnusProbandi: it is hard to heal the damage someone makes. I wish you lucky!

@Annymaryel: thank you