Yeah, i dont have the confidence to kill myself. Most of the time life feels like one big monotonous cycle.

Used to. But you can cure that! Try doing one new thing every day. Change things up.

Of course. That's when we must listen to our bodies. Sometimes we lose sense , but we still have sensations.

You have the power to change all that

Thas one way of putting it. But I wake up to go school and that cause i have to! But then there is a good side like I gain knowledge from it everyday I guess. New stuff and that. Like adults go work to make money init? Everyday is actually a new day man.

Yep

Doc told me same . But not all five fingers are same .

I am just done , irritated...Angry always. Tried new thing and it turned out worst.