I Love My Crush

About a year ago,i used to work in a grocery store and the manager from the other department keeps flirting with me and Asked me to have dinner in a restaurant but i refused many times cuz i didn't like him that time...i remember i used to hate him cuz wherever i go he was always there!! but one day, when we was alone he kissed me!! So fast. I was nervous and thought that was cool lol i can't believe i didn't slap him when he did that i was so shocked that i sort of liked it. Since then he became my crush and then he starts avoiding me.. one year later, I'm the one chasing him. It's painful. Then i left there cuz i found a better paying job. Then yesterday i went to get groceries and i saw him looking at my direction i was pretending that i didn't see him!!! but i can see him from my peripheral vision looking at me!! Checking me out lol (my ego was skyrocketing) He's so beautiful!! I Just realized that..