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I Have a Crush

I've been crushing for 10 years..........and.....He's taken.......He's a doctor... umm yeah..... I have to work with him..... damn he fine...... I tell myself EVERY time that we are at work and it's all about work. Talk w a straight face... be cool.......

What really happens is I start to talk, I start to blush... and my upper lip starts to prespire... he starts to blush and my leg starts to shake.


Tonight, I decided to talk to him about me 馃槑..... I thought I should just break the silence and just be human with the man... I see him and I say "hey.".. he says "hey".... it's always my opener with him... 'so, didn't you use to box?" He stopped his work, looked suprised, sat back in his chair and says "yes, I still do"... I sat down in the chair across from him and said "I've taken up boxing myself"... he sat up and we started to talk about it and he asked me where I go, so I tell him.... he starts to look it up on line....馃槅 He likes the gym and says he may check it out...

A few hours later.... I'm with him again and he smiled at me..... we finish our work. He walks out and walks back in and I'm doing some stuff and he starts to look at me... hmm... I start to blush! Dang it!!!!!!!

I am not supposed to be checking him out! He's getting married in July.....
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urbancowboyM
So what if he is getting married in July, there is nothing wrong with a little fantasizing
I don't wish to be that way. I mean, I already avoid the man because I feel like he can feel my insides fainting. But I think he knows this and that's enough for me.
I don't ever want to fantasize over any other woman's man. It's just in my heart and mind disrespectful and it hedges on wanting a man who's already taken. Not my style

I have an acquaintance who is like that and she is a mess. I don't like that at all
It's just how I am 馃槉
urbancowboyM
@NoraOnora: It is very sweet that you are that way. I am also a person who will not cross that line. Fantasies are okay, but to act on them leads to unnecessary trouble
@urbancowboy: very unnecessary trouble.
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoraOnora: Maybe you will find another doctor to crush on. But always keep that guy on the back burner. Maybe his marriage will not last and he will be free again
@bhatjc: hahahah! You're super funny. Ok, for this one sneaky idea, I will 馃槈

Ps* I've thought about that too ...