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I Have a Crush

I've been crushing for 10 years..........and.....He's taken.......He's a doctor... umm yeah..... I have to work with him..... damn he fine...... I tell myself EVERY time that we are at work and it's all about work. Talk w a straight face... be cool.......

What really happens is I start to talk, I start to blush... and my upper lip starts to prespire... he starts to blush and my leg starts to shake.


Tonight, I decided to talk to him about me 馃槑..... I thought I should just break the silence and just be human with the man... I see him and I say "hey.".. he says "hey".... it's always my opener with him... 'so, didn't you use to box?" He stopped his work, looked suprised, sat back in his chair and says "yes, I still do"... I sat down in the chair across from him and said "I've taken up boxing myself"... he sat up and we started to talk about it and he asked me where I go, so I tell him.... he starts to look it up on line....馃槅 He likes the gym and says he may check it out...

A few hours later.... I'm with him again and he smiled at me..... we finish our work. He walks out and walks back in and I'm doing some stuff and he starts to look at me... hmm... I start to blush! Dang it!!!!!!!

I am not supposed to be checking him out! He's getting married in July.....
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Second night in a row that I have dreamed of breaking up the doctors engagement
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: How long has he been engaged
hes been engaged a year and a half (dec 2016)...
it's been the second night in a row that I've attempted to break it up

Just now, I was desperately searching for him and telling my friends that know him that I was upset that he was getting married. Finally, I saw him in the room before he was going to say his vows. I overheard one lady in the room say something along the lines of her disapproval of her and I poked my head in and said "why don't you marry me?"... his shocked handsome face stopped and looked up from what he was doing (like he does when I approach him at work) and said "what?...........why?"...... and feeling nervous and shocked with myself for finally telling him 'something', I said "because I.... want to be in your life, your best friend & to be loved by you"....

This morning, I had a dream that I was at work and he was seated checking in a patients chart. I wanted to tell him how much I liked him and that marrying her was a mistake.
She walked in and I glared at her and she smiled at me.... i can't remember anymore of that one...

But it's crazy!

He's getting married next month. I saw him the other night and I avoided making eye contact. I was pretending I was reading my paperwork as I walked by......
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: the average length of an engagement is 14.5 months鈥攂ut that's just an average. Some engagements are super short (like a month!) and some can last for years and years.
well, he's getting married in July
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: What i'm trying to say is. He keeps flirting with you. You have still a month girl,to make things happen.
hahaha! You made me chuckle. I'm not gonna break that up, 馃槉
That's not my life to mess up. It's just crazy how I keep having dreams of him
I appreciate your encouragement. Lol
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: I'm glad i could make you laugh. But what if he breaks it up. Have you been invited to the wedding. I'm glad i could help you
no, I'm not invited to his wedding. I'm not friends with the bride. I am sure the guy would not have invited me either. Lol
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: Has he sent invited to any of the other hospital staffers.
his lady had sent a bunch to staffers.
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: Why should it be his lady doing that. He should be the one sending the invites to the staffers.
idk. I personally think he doesn't like the staff. He's just there.
He's cool to some and not many others
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: He is very nice to you lovely lady. Yeah and i agree. Some times we are just there. We are nice to some staffers,and not friendly to others
@bhatjc: he is pretty cool to me. I think because he knows there's this "thing" I have for him he can tell
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: Maybe he needs a work spouse,who knows
@bhatjc: hahahahaha!
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: At least i got you to smile :) So just keep being friendly with him
bhatjc46-50, M
@NoNoNora: just keep temping him sexy lady