The Crush, part 3, the End

Dear diary,

It didn't take long after adding her on IG. She immediately asked if I'm married. Which I technically am, and it is very apparent from my profile. I filed for divorce months ago, but it's still not final. I am on a path forward though, I'm completely out of my marriage. Committed to be single soon again.

And that was a dealbraker, which I do understand. I feel so.. sad. I can't wait to be out of this limbo.

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Nightwings · F

That's really a shame. Personally I wouldn't have thought it's such a big deal, since your wife is fully aware that you're divorcing. I am guessing the girl was looking for something serious and got worried she'll end up in a rebound situation. /=

DMmeyourtits · 26-30, M

@Nightwings it really is, but I'm happy I met her and that I had a crush. It was a heavy one too. I haven't really had one in years, so I think this is healthy for me going forward. I would have loved to spend more time with her, she seems like a really down to earth person, and so, so beautiful. I will need to process this.

Nightwings · F

@DMmeyourtits I've never been divorced so I don't even know what you're going through with that, but sometimes it's just about having the experiences and feeling alive, not so much the outcome. And I'm sure you'll meet someone else at some point. =D

DMmeyourtits · 26-30, M

@Nightwings Very true, thank you for encouraging me to try. I believe you have nudged me in a direction I want to go to again. Having this experience was so valuable. I'm happy but in momentary pain. Actually she did also say that she didn't find me sexually attractive, but I feel that that wasn't the biggest problem.

I'm sure there will be others! What a rollecoaster of emotions.

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