I can't hep myself
Hii!! So this is my first post and I decided to sign in since I heard this is a website where you can vent?? Does anybody have the same experience as me?
So I've liked this guy(let's call him Dude) for almost more than 10 months, but the thing is I liked his friend first and he kinda supported it, so when I started liking Dude I doubted I had a chance since I liked his friend first, but you know I kept hoping and praying. So we're the same classmates and now I've been catching more feelings for him 😁 so now the whole school year I've liked him, just him. But when the school year was almost ending, my friend told me about how he liked someone else, and obviously it shattered me but what could I do? I accepted and said it was fine but deep down, it was absolutely not. I saw this coming but definitely not just 2 days after my birthday worst timing but you know I can't force nor control other people. I keep acting like it's fine and nothing is wrong, but seriously does everyone buy it? It's obviously not, it hurts me that everyone is especially friends with the girl he likes and they talk about it around me like I just didn't like him for almost a year? Some people say maybe if I keep waiting he'll realize his feelings for me, and others say I should just move on and wait for someone better. But, seriousy? How can I move on? I know there was never an us nor a chance but how can I move on when I still like him? 🙁
Can someone just atleast tell me if they had something similar to this or just tell me what can I do? It honestly sickens me.
So I've liked this guy(let's call him Dude) for almost more than 10 months, but the thing is I liked his friend first and he kinda supported it, so when I started liking Dude I doubted I had a chance since I liked his friend first, but you know I kept hoping and praying. So we're the same classmates and now I've been catching more feelings for him 😁 so now the whole school year I've liked him, just him. But when the school year was almost ending, my friend told me about how he liked someone else, and obviously it shattered me but what could I do? I accepted and said it was fine but deep down, it was absolutely not. I saw this coming but definitely not just 2 days after my birthday worst timing but you know I can't force nor control other people. I keep acting like it's fine and nothing is wrong, but seriously does everyone buy it? It's obviously not, it hurts me that everyone is especially friends with the girl he likes and they talk about it around me like I just didn't like him for almost a year? Some people say maybe if I keep waiting he'll realize his feelings for me, and others say I should just move on and wait for someone better. But, seriousy? How can I move on? I know there was never an us nor a chance but how can I move on when I still like him? 🙁
Can someone just atleast tell me if they had something similar to this or just tell me what can I do? It honestly sickens me.
