Do I have a Crush?
I'm a 10th grader in highschool and there's been a guy I've sort of been thinking about for a while, and I need advice :<
For background, me and this guy I consider to be a best friend of mine have been that way since 5th grade(so five years) and I had a crush on him around the time, but judging from his vibe back then I decided to stop since I knew he wouldn't like me back. We still were cool with eachother and so on. Then in middle school, we didn't have any classes together so we couldn't talk much, but we still have each other's number so we'd text eachother from time to time(I mostly started the conversations). This year, I only have one class together but we barely talk, the last time we did in person was because I brought my polaroid and asked if we could take a pic together and he agreed(I still have the picture and his smile is pretty cute, he's a really attractive guy in my opinion haha).
Its been a while since we texted and talk aince I don't want him to think that I'm just an annoying girl who still had a crush on him :(.
But ever since 2 weeks ago, whenever I'd look at him during silent reading time, he just looks so dreamy and I feel some sort of jealousy or sadness whenever I see him talking to a friend of his who happens to be a chick, he just seems so happy with her and it just makes me wish that we could be like that without me feeling like awkward around him. That, and he's still bestfriends with an ex-bestfriend of mine will just be another obstacle since I feel as if he'll choose her instead of me :(
What should I do?
Should I just not like him anymore or should I try to start crushing on him?[big][big][/big][/big]
For background, me and this guy I consider to be a best friend of mine have been that way since 5th grade(so five years) and I had a crush on him around the time, but judging from his vibe back then I decided to stop since I knew he wouldn't like me back. We still were cool with eachother and so on. Then in middle school, we didn't have any classes together so we couldn't talk much, but we still have each other's number so we'd text eachother from time to time(I mostly started the conversations). This year, I only have one class together but we barely talk, the last time we did in person was because I brought my polaroid and asked if we could take a pic together and he agreed(I still have the picture and his smile is pretty cute, he's a really attractive guy in my opinion haha).
Its been a while since we texted and talk aince I don't want him to think that I'm just an annoying girl who still had a crush on him :(.
But ever since 2 weeks ago, whenever I'd look at him during silent reading time, he just looks so dreamy and I feel some sort of jealousy or sadness whenever I see him talking to a friend of his who happens to be a chick, he just seems so happy with her and it just makes me wish that we could be like that without me feeling like awkward around him. That, and he's still bestfriends with an ex-bestfriend of mine will just be another obstacle since I feel as if he'll choose her instead of me :(
What should I do?
Should I just not like him anymore or should I try to start crushing on him?[big][big][/big][/big]
16-17, F
