My crush ig😍

My biggest regret is falling in love with my best friend. I literally try so hard to hate her by thinking of how imperfect she is but I can’t cus literally everything about her is perfect. The way she smiles and her weird ass laugh and the way she’s so caring for others has me wrapped around her fingers. But what hurts most is watching her fall in love with someone else and all I can do is watch them both be so happy and it’s worse because I’m someone she really trusts and she comes to me to tell me about her crush and she fell in love with a straight girl so that means if she ever gets rejected then I’ll have to comfort her when she’s sad even though I literally have a crush on her🏃‍♀️ I try not to pay attention to them but I just can’t cus we talk and text everyday and she waits for me after classes and everything☹️ But yeah.