My crush igš
My biggest regret is falling in love with my best friend. I literally try so hard to hate her by thinking of how imperfect she is but I canāt cus literally everything about her is perfect. The way she smiles and her weird ass laugh and the way sheās so caring for others has me wrapped around her fingers. But what hurts most is watching her fall in love with someone else and all I can do is watch them both be so happy and itās worse because Iām someone she really trusts and she comes to me to tell me about her crush and she fell in love with a straight girl so that means if she ever gets rejected then Iāll have to comfort her when sheās sad even though I literally have a crush on heršāāļø I try not to pay attention to them but I just canāt cus we talk and text everyday and she waits for me after classes and everythingā¹ļø But yeah.
