I say do it, experience it now
No strings attached just do it
Or you will live for ever with the what if
And if you end up unhappy with ur boyfriend and u missed this opportunity you will never forget it.
Trust me if your boyfriend was in same situation he will go through with it and then say to u “oh is best get it out of system now and not when we are married”
Do it and dont tell

Wish i was that guy that gives you butterflys haha. The feeling of butterflys is such a thrilling feeling isnt it