I Have a Crush

Yep, I’m back. Another post about the guy I’m crushing on. He seems to be generally quiet. Granted, I don’t know him like that, maybe it’s just at work that he’s like that. Everyone I’ve trained with (except him) seems laid back, easy going and strike up some kind of conversation with me except him...Not that I’m expecting it, im just trying to further my next point. It’s not that he isn’t laid back or easy going...he seems like a sweet dude for sure, but he just comes off as shy. He’s kind of awkward and never seems to make eye contact with me when I try to communicate with him about work things. I can be a shy person too though so I 100% get it and I have patience because of that. It’s totally fine. At work I’m just more communicative because I HAVE to. So no pressure for me there. Kind of hard for me to read and I don’t wanna assume too much. I just think it’s funny because I’m getting a taste of my own medicine! Now I know how others feel when dealing with me lol I know I’m probably gonna get comments talking about “why don’t you just talk to him already.” Believe me I want to! But the opportunity hasn’t came and we barely even work together. I literally haven’t been able to find the time. He’s kind of shy laughed at me/something I’ve said before (in good nature) so I thought maybe I’ll just take that route and approach it like that. I’m a pretty goofy/dorky person so maybe I can use humor to my advantage and make him laugh at me. Idk lol. I also don’t really wanna dive into this right away and “ask him out” or anything so if you happen to offer that as some kind of advice, I’m not gonna take it😛 as tempting as it is to “just have him be my boyfriend” because he’s cute, I’d really rather just take it easy, be friends and see where things could go from there. Also sorry for the long post, I feel like a freak. I’m just really descriptive and I think a lot about everything.