I Got Rejected By My Crush

Well, I haven't been on in forever so you guys gotta catch me up lol. 😂 anyways, I tried asking another one of my crushes (another friend, but not my best friend again lol. I know, I'm stupid. But I can't choose who I love. But now I'm gonna try to separate friendships from relationships) anyways I told him I was gay and liked him he told me he was fine with me being gay, and we could still be friends. But here's the thing. We come back a couple days later. He doesn't look at me, doesn't talk to me, doesn't even acknowledge my existence...try messaging him. But he looks at my message, doesn't respond and then logs out. I've decided to just leave him alone for awhile until he approaches me, if he ever does...I'm also trying to do the things I enjoy to try and keep my mind off of him 'cause the truth is...I still have really strong feelings for him. Every Time I close my eyes I can see his face...I love everything about him...funny how I thought I loved my best friend more then him (refer to earlier post). I got over my best friend pretty well. But with this guy...I don't think I'm going to stop loving him...just seeing him at school daily hurts because I know now that he'll never love me...I guess I have to go back to wearing a fake smile 24/7...well, there's my 'I'm Back!!' Post...