moving on after a breakup
truthfully, the only reason i joined dating apps again is because i wanted to speed up the heartbreak by shifting my focus on someone new. i knew it wasn’t right but i just felt like i needed to do something. but boy did that backfire on me — i saw her dating profile last night.
it was so unexpected and i got a rush of different feelings and emotions ranging from anger and sadness. so i took a deep breath and blocked her on the app. then i laid there unsure what to do next. but then not even 10 minutes later, i get a text from her mom. she was asking how i was holding up. i told her how i felt and she apologizing on behalf of her daughter. i know it’s not directly from her but it did make me feel a whole lot better and it also confirms that my ex feels shame about her actions. she was so cold towards the end, i was starting to think she was heartless. anyways, i kept the convo short and told her that i needed to move on and i had blocked her daughter everywhere but i’ll be there if they ever need anything.
The timing of all this is crazy because just when i needed some help, the universe stepped in. sort of a divine intervention type of moment. either way, this is also a sign that i need to delete dating apps and just lay low for a while.
it was so unexpected and i got a rush of different feelings and emotions ranging from anger and sadness. so i took a deep breath and blocked her on the app. then i laid there unsure what to do next. but then not even 10 minutes later, i get a text from her mom. she was asking how i was holding up. i told her how i felt and she apologizing on behalf of her daughter. i know it’s not directly from her but it did make me feel a whole lot better and it also confirms that my ex feels shame about her actions. she was so cold towards the end, i was starting to think she was heartless. anyways, i kept the convo short and told her that i needed to move on and i had blocked her daughter everywhere but i’ll be there if they ever need anything.
The timing of all this is crazy because just when i needed some help, the universe stepped in. sort of a divine intervention type of moment. either way, this is also a sign that i need to delete dating apps and just lay low for a while.
