I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship

Idk what to feel after so many terrible people I've dated my last bf was abusive. My current bf of 7 months is great he's successful, sober and just a good guy. But I'm scared of it. My relationship is good but I'm starting to actually fall for this guy and I been trying not to so if it ended or went wrong I'd be ok. But if it ended right now I'd be pretty devastated. Anytime I've ever cared about someone this much they taking advantage of it. My last relationship I felt like I was a prisoner never allowed to leave my apartment. It was by far the worst time of my life. I finally gotten to a place where I feel like myself. And I feel like there's a chance I could lose myself and I don't want to end up where I was before. I'm afraid of preceding you're my future at the moment honestly I don't want to be in a serious relationship but I do love Who I Am with. He's already talking about moving in with each other I'm just not sure if I'm ready for that..