About the painful thing my bf confessed to me weeks ago..
There’s nothing left to think or process.
I asked him to cut off his female cousins for me and he is. He says he’s willing to do that for my peace of mind.
He even said I can talk to my cousins since I “never did what he did”.
I’ve thought about every intrusive thought there could be thought.
It’s all talked about. Nothing new. He knows how I’ve been feeling.
I know it’s not part of him no more, he deeply regrets it, and he’s doing what I ask of him now.
I met his parents the other day and he says they loved me. We’re getting engaged soon.
I just hate it. Why did it occur? All I have to do is accept it happened and it’s in the past. At least I’m not crying every single day anymore or losing my sanity- and for me that’s a big step.
I asked him to cut off his female cousins for me and he is. He says he’s willing to do that for my peace of mind.
He even said I can talk to my cousins since I “never did what he did”.
I’ve thought about every intrusive thought there could be thought.
It’s all talked about. Nothing new. He knows how I’ve been feeling.
I know it’s not part of him no more, he deeply regrets it, and he’s doing what I ask of him now.
I met his parents the other day and he says they loved me. We’re getting engaged soon.
I just hate it. Why did it occur? All I have to do is accept it happened and it’s in the past. At least I’m not crying every single day anymore or losing my sanity- and for me that’s a big step.
