Learn from me🤘😁
Fall in love by accident when it was just supposed to be fun, have an absolutely really bad reaction to the "love feelings" eff the whole thing up, then run away and hide yourself from him for 32 years.
Realise that upon seeing him again that you were only running away from yourself, those feelings are still there, but you are not able to deal with love as it feels dangerous to me.
Got to go do the shadow work.
So that my friends is how I ended up with marrying an abusive narcissist.
Love feels dangerous to my nervous system and doing the right thing feels dangerous to my nervous system, but marrying a dangerous man actually feels OK.. So that's what happens when you say I'm fine and you run away
Realise that upon seeing him again that you were only running away from yourself, those feelings are still there, but you are not able to deal with love as it feels dangerous to me.
Got to go do the shadow work.
So that my friends is how I ended up with marrying an abusive narcissist.
Love feels dangerous to my nervous system and doing the right thing feels dangerous to my nervous system, but marrying a dangerous man actually feels OK.. So that's what happens when you say I'm fine and you run away




