Would you date a disabled guy?

I have all my life had hard to date a girl and now when I have got my disability 34 years ago it is even harder for me to get a girl. I can talk to girls and have seen many cute girls I wish I could have but a voice in my head says I can never get a girl because girls are only interested in "perfect" guys without disabilities that can jump around like a kangaroo and do things that girls expect guys to do. Another voice says that this girl is ocupied by a perfect and much better guy, I am too old for her etc etc.

I dont know what it is that blocks me but I think its my disability that has made my life harder and I have been humiliated for it and people have said things about it thats is completely wrong just because they think its fun and enjoyable to humiliate disabled people. I know both guys and girls can humiliate a guy if he not are born according to societal norms and when I ask for help some people seems to be busy and seem to be reluctant to help.

I have been accused for being drunk several times and that makes me very sad within me that other people treat disabled people like this. I have done a sign and written some text about what Cerebellar Ataxia really is and how it affects my body and I am NOT AT ALL drunken. Most girls also want kids but I dont want kids because of many reasons and girls are maybe afraid to be moms. Kids costs money and endless time to raise up and you get many sleepless nights.

I get very envy and sad when I see other guys kiss their girlfriends and get thoughts like I wished I also had a girlfriend to kiss and do anything fun with but it never will happens to me, a big miracle has to happens before I believe it.