I miss Edoardo and I see he has to come to terms with my miscarriage.
I miss many aspects of his companionship and I am trying to understand why he would need such a long time to deal with something that has happened in March and it’s now almost July!
The medical report that he wanted will be available to us soon, and I had hoped that he would be here with us to go through it with the doctors together.
Yes, I miss his proximity and I miss those things that he does, his touch and everything, but I am not a beggar. Chiara feels very let down too and she still cries during the night and tries hiding her feelings so she doesn’t upset me!
I’m reassuring her as much as I can, and she is dealing with it with the inner strength she has long exhibited in so many ways. I’m grateful to my parents and to my brother and his wife.
I’m a survivor with resilience and whatever the near future holds, with prayer we will deal with it.
The medical report that he wanted will be available to us soon, and I had hoped that he would be here with us to go through it with the doctors together.
Yes, I miss his proximity and I miss those things that he does, his touch and everything, but I am not a beggar. Chiara feels very let down too and she still cries during the night and tries hiding her feelings so she doesn’t upset me!
I’m reassuring her as much as I can, and she is dealing with it with the inner strength she has long exhibited in so many ways. I’m grateful to my parents and to my brother and his wife.
I’m a survivor with resilience and whatever the near future holds, with prayer we will deal with it.
26-30, F
