Remembering my Ex

One of those moments when I sit down contemplating what went wrong ..We were seemingly perfect .So happy ,so adorable,so fond of each other.So damn attracted to each other,like a strong ,magnetic pull.

People around us used to be jealous .Yet we couldn’t last longer .There was not a single day that we were not happy when we were together yet ,underneath there was this alarming feeling of loneliness.A strange feeling of betrayal.
Defending egos and self esteem over easy talks and personal issues.

He didn’t step in.Neither did I.
He didn’t compromise.Neither did I .
He didn’t adjust for even one day and neither did I.
He didn’t promise,neither did I.
He didn’t take responsibility,neither did I.
and finally,

We gave so much space to eachother that it got to the point of no expectations no explanations no questions no answers no excuses
no more words
no more pains
no more arguments.

Just like that we drifted apart
inch by inch,
day by day ,month by month ,year by year.

GoFish ·

you didn't find the feelings of loneliness and betrayal a red flag? perhaps your sub consciousness was trying to tell you something was off with him..

GoFish ·

@Caleidoscope yeah that's not good.. hence the rift.. you basically let each other go by being passive .. but maybe he had other things going on hence the suspicions and lack of interest

Caleidoscope · F

@GoFishYes, I won’t be very surprised if he had another option at that time.He didn’t cheat yet he didn’t commit.