me and my boyfriend broke up today

what a great day to break up. this was my first ever valentines with a guy. well it was about to be. he was my first ever boyfriend, even though i’m 22, i was always scared to be in a relationship, but with him it felt natural.

anyway, i logged into his snapchat which i’ve had saved on my phone for ages, because i was worried about him. he messaged me saying “u hate me” and then disappeared for ages. went completely inactive. i thought it was so strange. i didn’t mean to invade his privacy and i didn’t go through any messages: i trust him and wouldn’t log into his snapchat for any other reason. i figured something bad happened because he told me that he got kicked out of his house and he’s literally always arguing with his dad. so i thought he might have been in the cells. he messaged me saying he knew i logged into his snapchat and called me a weirdo. i told him i did because i was worried. he didn’t believe me and i told him i really was worried and to just go away. he left me on open and then i said if u wanna break up just say that, he left that on opened too. so i said “i’ll take that as my answer, take care” and removed him.

for some reason i don’t feel anything