wish i had a partner or girlfriend
i live a solitary life on my own, living alone for 20 years...my only support my elderly mum and dad who live far away, i manage difficult mental health problems, had a hard adult life....missed out on my 20s and 30s because of having difficult problems, never had a partner or steady girlfriend.....but i did have quite a lot of sex with girls i encountered in my youth.
i just feel gutted that i never found someone , never had a relationship with a girl and spent most of those decades by myself struggling with my mental health, now i'm in my late 40s and just trying to take ' one day at a time', no one is promised tomorrow, as my mother always says.
but i do feel lonely a lot but know there's no quick answer to get a woman in my life....i'm middle aged now.
i just feel gutted that i never found someone , never had a relationship with a girl and spent most of those decades by myself struggling with my mental health, now i'm in my late 40s and just trying to take ' one day at a time', no one is promised tomorrow, as my mother always says.
but i do feel lonely a lot but know there's no quick answer to get a woman in my life....i'm middle aged now.
46-50, M