I need help leaving my boyfriend

I need help because something is psychologically wrong with me! I've already cheated and I need to leave him but something is stopping me. I don't have the balls to do it. Does anyone have any advice?

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basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

Yes
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/treatments/15993-testicular-prosthesis
They're not real balls, but ersatz testicles might help. YMMV.

UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F

@basilfawlty89 very helpful lol

basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

@UltimateDemiGoddess real talk - if you're not happy and don't trust each other anymore, just call it quits.
It's like a bandaid.

UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F

@basilfawlty89 I don't know how

basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

@UltimateDemiGoddess you just talk to him and say what you feel.
Either you be honest, or it's just gonna hurt you both more later

UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F

@basilfawlty89 I don't want to talk to him. I plan on messaging him after I've got my stuff and left saying not to message me or come to my house or I'll call the police

basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

@UltimateDemiGoddess bit harsh init?
Like dang, don't gotta be a Gotye song.

UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F

@basilfawlty89 well he was so harsh to me for a while until I fell out of love with him now he decides to tone down

basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

@UltimateDemiGoddess yeah, but was he abusive or something? Do what you gotta do. If he was abusive, absolutely get a restraining order or something. Otherwise then do it via text and just block.

UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F

@basilfawlty89 not abusive. Mainly just rude. Chose pornography over me. We don't have sex he just wants blow jobs. He used to make lots of rude remarks until I started to show signs of falling out of love with him