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I don't know what to do about my boyfriend

I feel the energy draining from my life with his attitude since his "suicide attempt". He was bad before but since then he's worse like I got a headache from his negative selfish attitude and swore at his playstation. Then at the shop he told me I annoyed him because I didn't want to choose which yogurt he should buy then I just went off saying "it seems like all I am is a frustration to you". Since then hes been a bit nicer and gave me a cuddle and is saying thank you when he saw I did his laundry and baked his potatoes. Normally he doesn't say thank you. He's 44 and I often feel like I'm dealing with a child's attitude. I'm 31.
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Ferise1 · 46-50, M
It’s always difficult to decide because there are feelings involved.
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@Ferise1 yeah but I need to be sure that I'm making the right decision to leave I'm almost sure and I don't like it when he's nice to me for a little bit anymore it gives me hope when there is none because at the end of the day he'd rather watch porn.
Ferise1 · 46-50, M
@UltimateDemiGoddess well a lot of men are addicted to porn. We are very visual.
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@Ferise1 yeah but I've never had a guy choose porn over me. If I'm not enough there's no point in me being here and no lazy explanation that his shallow brain would try to give would be enough. I don't mind him watching porn. It's when he asked in the middle of a blow job and his dick went soft to prove it is the problem... During an intimate moment between us he needed to watch porn to finish. I feel like a waste of time in his life
Ferise1 · 46-50, M
@UltimateDemiGoddess well relationships aren’t just about sex
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@Ferise1 yeah all he does is watch reels for hours and play playstation. The most he talks to me is if he's telling me to do something for him (cook, get something from the fridge or look for something or pass him something) He prefers a hand job every night not sex. We haven't had sex for two months. He gets soft during sex and it's like a chore to him.
Ferise1 · 46-50, M
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@Ferise1 not your fault. Thank you for listening.