I finally know

Months of sitting with myself in silence and meditation I finally realise what I want and deserve.

I have been in a long term relationship for 25 years and my god have I put up with a lot of shit.

I now know that this was a karmic relationship that I could have got out of but didn’t.

Fear and comfort kept me stuck but then she came along and showed me so much.

We were friends before anything but now I’m so in love with her but she wanted the toxicity.

I do get it I really do but I also realised what I truly want and I’m going to get it.

I see my worth now and taking control off my life and I am manifesting someone who can give me deep emotional love.

If she stepped up then I would take it but if she doesn’t then I will find the right person.