Songs that remind me of my ex boyfriend
Never forget you by Zara Larson and MNEK
At my worst by pink sweats or David Bowden
Lullaby by Josh groban
Symphony by clean bandit and Zara Larson
Rewrite the stars from the greatest showman and many more. I still wish we could have stayed best friends because we really cared for each other. But he broke off our friendship after he got engaged. I was heartbroken and devastated. I broke up with him long ago because of problems of mine that I had and nothing to do with him. I believed he deserved better than me as a girlfriend. And I was lonely sometimes with it being an online long distance relationship. I thought he deserved someone who didn’t have unresolved mental illness and who could support herself financially and be an independent functioning adult. After all I put him through I thought I no longer deserved his love especially with the two weeks I was hospitalized for going into psychosis making him worry and thinking I was ignoring him ( I didn’t have access to my cell phone) and my parents had to go into my phone and tell him what happened. I thought we would have stayed in each others lives as friends at least that’s what he promised me. Two December’s ago. I still love. Him but I hope he is happy with his wife or fiancee. I would have never undermined their relationship, and just have been happy to be a good friend even if I still have feelings for him.
At my worst by pink sweats or David Bowden
Lullaby by Josh groban
Symphony by clean bandit and Zara Larson
Rewrite the stars from the greatest showman and many more. I still wish we could have stayed best friends because we really cared for each other. But he broke off our friendship after he got engaged. I was heartbroken and devastated. I broke up with him long ago because of problems of mine that I had and nothing to do with him. I believed he deserved better than me as a girlfriend. And I was lonely sometimes with it being an online long distance relationship. I thought he deserved someone who didn’t have unresolved mental illness and who could support herself financially and be an independent functioning adult. After all I put him through I thought I no longer deserved his love especially with the two weeks I was hospitalized for going into psychosis making him worry and thinking I was ignoring him ( I didn’t have access to my cell phone) and my parents had to go into my phone and tell him what happened. I thought we would have stayed in each others lives as friends at least that’s what he promised me. Two December’s ago. I still love. Him but I hope he is happy with his wife or fiancee. I would have never undermined their relationship, and just have been happy to be a good friend even if I still have feelings for him.
31-35, F
