What is something you struggle with in relationships?

I struggle with not being communicated and shared with when I can tell perfectly well that something is wrong or off. Then told to not take it personal when trying to be their person.

I am tired of the lack of growth in relationships. The refusal of emotional support and the deeper bonding that comes with it. It doesn't mean I absorb their pain for them. It means I believe in them, support them and I'm there through thick and thin. It means, it's all good, it's all you, and that's what I'm here for.

But I haven't had the pleasure of reaching that level with anyone. Nor that I could of reached it before I grew myself.

Yet, I am bored of people's walls. Everywhere, the freaking walls. Not to be confused with boundaries which I respect. Walls like when people choose hidden emotions instead of understanding. I want the whole truth 🤷🏼‍♀ I hate the walls, much like sugar coating, its gross and it gives you diabeetus.