That he finds toxic relationships normal, and exciting and positive... he needs to remain an ex.
And you need to learn to get out of those type of relationship sooner, as it should be concerning that you're going to get used to them and find a toxic relationship to be normal and alright for you... and be miserable.
@AnonymousJSS What’s even worse is that you haven’t cut off contact with him. Not doing so is keeping you stuck and unhealthy. Want more for yourself and cut the chord for good. This guy ain’t the one for you.
@AnonymousJSS You aren’t able to file a restraining order through the courts to keep him away from your house? Continuously showing up against your wishes is harassment and you’re entitled to pursue legal remedies. You need to make that crystal clear to him and move forward with it if he doesn’t get the message.