Midnight musings.

I don't réally know if this is going to make much sense, but it's just something I feel like I need to get óff my chest.



I got close to someone on here a couple months ago and things went sideways real fast one night. After this particular incident, I found myself dealing with some. feelings I didn't know were there until stuff hit the fan. Just a moment ago, I was listening to the song "the love I lost" by harold melvin and the blue notes. Now forget about the song title and just listen to the lyrics. I really thought there was something there with this other lady. I really felt she had some feelings for me. At least that was the impression I got from her messages. Who knows, she could have been playing me the entire time, so here I am right now, still asking myself "what the hell happened?"

I think I have done a pretty good job dealing with this mess this far, it's just that every once in a while, I'll hear or come across something that brings up the emotional pain I encountered with this particular experience. Maybe it's just going to take a little longer to deal with, only time will tell.