Me gunna go cry

I'm acc sad my ex gave him insta account to someone and he said to mssg him in tiktok but he never even sees my vids I send him on tiktok and his irl girl bsf told me he always talks about me he's obsessed wid me idk I'm gunna go cry I can't live without him now now I can't even text him I alr tried texting him on tiktok to get a new insta account but he didn't answer I mssged his bsf too to ask him no reply in we will have to wait I just love him