Relatability

I wish I had someone to talk to who was in the same boat as me. It can feel so isolating. I’m always hiding stuff from people. I don’t really fit in anywhere.

My SIL used to be very similar and it was so nice to have someone who understood. Someone I could speak openly to. Things have been getting better for her and I don’t want to just be a bucket of negativity reminding her of things, guilting her because I’m still in this struggle boat, and pushing these complaints on her. She’s moving forward and I just want to let her enjoy her better days. I just keep telling myself, if things worked out for her, maybe they’ll eventually work out for me too. Maybe one day I’ll make a post and see if anyone here can relate…but I doubt it. Some things are just best left secret, even anonymously. :P