i was right

okay so ive been talking about my "bf" for all of the posts i make for about 2 months. I always had a gut feeling that something was up and i was right. I was debating whether or not to post this but i just wanna get it out of my mind. So, like 2 weeks ago i saw a notification from my "bf" who hasn't talked to me in days. I opened the notification and turns out it wasnt him. It was another girl telling me to back off. Of course, i asked who she was, and she responded with "his girlfriend" and i was shocked and said "no...im his girlfriend". And she replied "he didnt tell you whats going on yet?... lol". And i responded with "what do you mean". What she said next was heartbreaking. It turns out that i wasnt talking to him, i was talking to her the whole time and the guy was in on it. She responded with "You were never dating him, it was me you were talking to lol" When i saw that my heart completely shattered because i was so in love with someone who i wasnt even talking to. It didnt make sense, i facetimed him, i called him every night. And to think it was all fake just hurts me. 2 months wasted on someone i wasnt even talking to, i was talking to a girl the whole time and idk what i did to deserve this.