I miss the simpler times…

Just need to vent but tomorrow I have court and my daughters dad doesn’t want her to live with me because of my current domestic situation, I always handle it , the ex has been in and out of jail because I haven’t moved but I pray the judge will let my daughter live with me one day once I get my stuff together and move away from this area I live in. Most days I cry , I’m so angry I let someone get me to the point where I have no control over my first child, behind their mental issues. . I miss the younger me, I miss reading books and watching tv knowing no guy was stalking me . I can’t even enjoy my birthday which is today , I pray that god will help me get all the things iv lost , time , money , photos..my only wish is peace , I always wish my abusive ex was dead , Imagine someone stalking you, they have nothing better to do but waste their life..

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Sneakylink34 · 26-30, F

@elafina thank you I will go get a cake! I didn’t really think about getting one but I will get a slice from my favorite bakery just because my health is a lil bad I must watch I eat lol you are right I wish more could be done in these situations but I know god will direct me to a good path as long as o work hard and take breaks when I can. One thing that brought me to realization is when u said I can STILL take out and spend time and I think I forget how truly a blessing that is for me. As to why my daughter loves me , I always communicate clearly to her , pur bond is strong, that you for your lovely post.