I want it to much

I am not looking but I would like a decent boyfriend. I am 58 and never married still in no hurry but I seem to attract the worst of the bunch boys at men age but still boys. I am a good person and I give people way to many chances so sick of being used and taken advantage of. I am a strong woman and raised my 2 boys alone. Would love a true partner in every way. Men around here just want the cookie and just that gets old. I have never had romance would love that and it doesn't have to cost a thing. Would be nice to have someone to lean on every now and then. AGAIN NOT LOOKING JUST VENTING