Why can’t I have more than one boyfriend at the same time and see what’s best for me 😂😂😂 I get having one husband and one family

Hmmm if youre honest and tell them about each other then i guess its up to them how they react.Of course both of them could walk away from you.
Why cant you choose?
I was once lost out simply because i lived a longish way away,but i know she loved me too,and it was a hard decision for her-i was nicer,he was more convenient.But,honesty it was.