Just a small rant

I'm a bit puzzled on a recent decision I've made, I broke up with my boyfriend because he was emotionally manipulative and often gaslight me whether he knew it or not. He would often say things like "Oh I'll just go sorry for being a problem" or stuff like that whenever he made me upset which made me feel like the bad guy in our relationship, that and he has this girl-best friend of his and it's like okay be friends with who you want I'm not gonna control you or anything but just why do you have to interact with her as if y'all are a couple, I mean is it too much to ask for a guy who's not embarrassed to love his girlfriend in front of his friends? I don't know man, I know I'm not the most perfect girlfriend either but i'd never be that kind and playful and friendly with another guy in-front of the person i'm dating, it's just disrespectful in my opinion. It's whatever though, he already lost feelings anyways. I asked him a day or two ago if he still liked me and he said no and that he had already lost feelings which just proves my theory of him never liking me in he first place, I don't know man maybe dating isn't meant for me because all keep getting are guys who only like me for my looks, guys who only like me because they think they can easily manipulate me or guys that are just toxic as a whole to be with I think I just need a break from dating cause so far it's only gone bad.