A bit of a break

Today when I awoke you were finally not the first thing on my mind. No you didn’t pop into my head until I crawled back into bed. Although I lay there knowing I’m alone, I turned to where you used to sleep and reached out to touch the pillow. Why I did that, I didn’t know. As if that would help me feel close to you. I grabbed my phone, scrolled through the socials. So many anniversaries and Wedding and baby announcements, I can’t wait to get older and this part of life has passed us. It seems it will not be in the cards in my life, oh well. Back to you and my thoughts of us, I hear you’re not seriously dating anyone and that gives me hope. Maybe I’ll have to say Hi next time I’m in your store, I’m surprised how much I’ve been able to evade you while there.
Until I’m brave enough…