"Help! The Guy I Like Has A Girlfriend!"
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paul tidwell
paul tidwell
14 minutes ago (edited)
I ended up with someone polyamorous I mean I am completely smitten but if I am flirtarious with anyone else I would sooner consider throwing myself off a very high bridge before considering leaving her to be with someone else like it might not look rational but that's the way I feel about things like Lightning strikes maybe once maybe twice like the song goes this was def the first strike I'd be lucky to ever experience something this potent again and it's like the SOLE reaon I'm flirtarious with anyone else is because I DO have my Freedom a partner that doesn't treat me like a possesion and probably would feel relieved if I met someone else not because she's not into me but because I can be a lot for one person and so It's not so much wanting what I can't have (I'm not quite that crazy.) OR being unhappy with my partner,which is what drove me crazy about the peanut gallery trying to psychoanalyze me because it was like for what it's worth you're very wrong like where I sit makes death seem preferrable to leaving her I've never loved anyone else quite as intensely..
So if I'm chronically on the prowl so to speak one part of it is just that "off switch" that makes some people satiified when they finally find the "one" just doesn't exist here (Wired differently) And the other is just I'm with someone that doesn't mind and would be happy for me.
because if I didn't have her blessing I wouldn't be chasing other women in the first place because what we have is NOT worth risking and like I said I'd sooner throw myself off a very high bridge before even considering the idea of leaving her to be with someone else.
paul tidwell
paul tidwell
14 minutes ago (edited)
I ended up with someone polyamorous I mean I am completely smitten but if I am flirtarious with anyone else I would sooner consider throwing myself off a very high bridge before considering leaving her to be with someone else like it might not look rational but that's the way I feel about things like Lightning strikes maybe once maybe twice like the song goes this was def the first strike I'd be lucky to ever experience something this potent again and it's like the SOLE reaon I'm flirtarious with anyone else is because I DO have my Freedom a partner that doesn't treat me like a possesion and probably would feel relieved if I met someone else not because she's not into me but because I can be a lot for one person and so It's not so much wanting what I can't have (I'm not quite that crazy.) OR being unhappy with my partner,which is what drove me crazy about the peanut gallery trying to psychoanalyze me because it was like for what it's worth you're very wrong like where I sit makes death seem preferrable to leaving her I've never loved anyone else quite as intensely..
So if I'm chronically on the prowl so to speak one part of it is just that "off switch" that makes some people satiified when they finally find the "one" just doesn't exist here (Wired differently) And the other is just I'm with someone that doesn't mind and would be happy for me.
because if I didn't have her blessing I wouldn't be chasing other women in the first place because what we have is NOT worth risking and like I said I'd sooner throw myself off a very high bridge before even considering the idea of leaving her to be with someone else.
