You can’t even imagine....

How bad I needed to read you soul plastered across a blank page such as this tonight.

I’m hopeless and helpless.

Hopelessly lost and helplessly found when I find your soul entangled with mine.

I can not find my peace with your absence and I can not find my serenity within the chaos and abandonment that I live.

Momma is a forgotten soldier.

She is the earth that protects the roots and without the stronghold of the trunk.... she falls over.

I’m falling and failing.

I’ve searched flights and rooms and ways to find where I belong and I still.... flail.

It’s a love hate kinda thing and in this moment, I’m not so sure of how much more I can take.

~Mrs