would this put a woman off me
i have been messaging a woman back and forth for a couple of years now on facebook, she is in her mid 50s and is someone i like...she seems keen and interested in me, i'm quite shy and take some time to reply back to her messages, because i struggle for things to say or type back....and tend to get too clingy too soon, tend to behave desperate thus, in the past ive always been rejected off women.
i'm trying not to do that with this woman, i'm trying to take things cool and steady....but as i get to know her more, i worry that if she gets to know the real truth about me, that she would run a mile?
the truth- that i'm a male who struggles with severe mental problems, a personality disorder, that i struggle with low self esteem, due to my hard past...and that i live in a one bedroom, messy cluttered flat..
if she got to know that real truth, would she reject me and run a mile? that is what i fear...that is why i'm taking a long time replying to her messages.
i'm now aged 43.
i'm trying not to do that with this woman, i'm trying to take things cool and steady....but as i get to know her more, i worry that if she gets to know the real truth about me, that she would run a mile?
the truth- that i'm a male who struggles with severe mental problems, a personality disorder, that i struggle with low self esteem, due to my hard past...and that i live in a one bedroom, messy cluttered flat..
if she got to know that real truth, would she reject me and run a mile? that is what i fear...that is why i'm taking a long time replying to her messages.
i'm now aged 43.
