I Want to Live In a Movie Or a Good Book
Mostly, I just want the cinematic scenes and the exciting and/or cute lives of characters in books. I love reading romance books, and would love for something like a good book like that to happen to me. However, life just doesn't like to do things like that, at least not for me anyway.
It seems like my life is just a really bad reality TV show, where there's drama around every corner that you just have to face-palm or sigh at, even unnecessary drama. I want the life of a character that meets a girl in the most adorable way, goes through a series of events that lead to me to the girl falling in love, experiences an exciting/scary change, and ends up happily ever after with her.
I know that I'm still young and have a lot of years ahead of me, but I feel like nothing's going to really change in that time. Also, I've always dreamt of marrying a girl I met in high school, but there's just too much stupid drama here that'll definitely get in the way of that.
I thought I had achieved my book-like fantasy with my girlfriend a few months back, but things went so wrong so suddenly after 5 or so months of heaven. I should've known that my first girlfriend wouldn't be the one and not have gotten my hopes up. I just thought at the time that if I not only married a high school friend, but my *first* girlfriend, then that'd be even better! Sadly, it just seems like it's not going to be, is it?
It seems like my life is just a really bad reality TV show, where there's drama around every corner that you just have to face-palm or sigh at, even unnecessary drama. I want the life of a character that meets a girl in the most adorable way, goes through a series of events that lead to me to the girl falling in love, experiences an exciting/scary change, and ends up happily ever after with her.
I know that I'm still young and have a lot of years ahead of me, but I feel like nothing's going to really change in that time. Also, I've always dreamt of marrying a girl I met in high school, but there's just too much stupid drama here that'll definitely get in the way of that.
I thought I had achieved my book-like fantasy with my girlfriend a few months back, but things went so wrong so suddenly after 5 or so months of heaven. I should've known that my first girlfriend wouldn't be the one and not have gotten my hopes up. I just thought at the time that if I not only married a high school friend, but my *first* girlfriend, then that'd be even better! Sadly, it just seems like it's not going to be, is it?
22-25, M