Some people survive chaos and that’s how they grow, and some people thrive in chaos ,because chaos is all they know

True, and well worded in observation. I don't thrive on chaos, I know some who do, it's in their makeup as a character, and some brilliant art has been made by those who thrive on. Chaos is not all I know, usually my life or my emotional makeup, whatever you want to call it, is patient and calm, but I've had chaos thrown at me. I don't back down, but I also can't quite embrace, if that makes sense?