THIS is in some most disturbing novels lists

of course i at first guffawed and thought, [b][i]that[/i][/b] is disturbing??!! But there was a video of a guy with a unique accent that spelled it out in delicious terminology, that it's filled with hopelessness, a neverending nightmare, so as i'm dying to sink my teeth in this sort of thing, i'll enjoy it fresh as if i never knew of it before!
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