Wandering tale of sleepless nights.
I feel things i cannot bring up consciously they are felt they are held in care and consideration
Missed opportunities which were never mine to choose yet were there because i asked for more. I feel unable to move, my mind doesn't want to. Earnestly i desire for knoweldge, I learn but am not able to strategize i have what it takes but am only able to when it counts. This counts too, doesn't it buddy? Why can't you answer them, they're asking about you.
It's easy to say you can without making actions, yet you've the experience to show fruits. They can see, and you question if they will believe you. When you speak about it I wonder if they care.
Like your life had meaning, as if it still does. Maybe its a mental loop and you're not far off like it used to be. Like when you made the plans and they carried themselves through. They said a sense of godliness yet not acknowledging God, but what about me and what I'm made of, it's like I don't matter and everyone else does.
I see past it, I dont mind what you say about me as i know who i can be, who I am is capable, honest, determined yet tired. And i need to break this sleeping spell.
It's all a story, based on true experiences.
Missed opportunities which were never mine to choose yet were there because i asked for more. I feel unable to move, my mind doesn't want to. Earnestly i desire for knoweldge, I learn but am not able to strategize i have what it takes but am only able to when it counts. This counts too, doesn't it buddy? Why can't you answer them, they're asking about you.
It's easy to say you can without making actions, yet you've the experience to show fruits. They can see, and you question if they will believe you. When you speak about it I wonder if they care.
Like your life had meaning, as if it still does. Maybe its a mental loop and you're not far off like it used to be. Like when you made the plans and they carried themselves through. They said a sense of godliness yet not acknowledging God, but what about me and what I'm made of, it's like I don't matter and everyone else does.
I see past it, I dont mind what you say about me as i know who i can be, who I am is capable, honest, determined yet tired. And i need to break this sleeping spell.
It's all a story, based on true experiences.
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