I appreciate the people who understand my silent phase and boring days. I admit I tend to mess things up to the point that I can't even handle my chaos and there are days when it's just too plain— I don't wanna talk to someone or I don't wanna let someone talk to me. You see, it's so hard to know me deeper because I am always mixed emotions. And maybe, people often get sick at that act of mine because I could not respond to them nicely. I know that and I get sick about that, too. But others know me unconditionally. And I wanna thank them for still staying despite knowing the dilemmas I've been going through.
These moments where life itself seems to be a stranger for not having patience with me are difficult, but I think it's part of the process that helps me be stronger. I think having someone to tell me they are here with me is one of a kind.
