If you are already wasting your half life, do you still think it is worth continue living half of it from now?

@DeWayfarer I mean, I wasted my 25 years of my life. What'd be be the benefit when I am through another 25 years from now (I'd be 50).

@iamelijah because you can change. Even if what you said is true, which I doubt.

Everything changes!
Even every molecule.
Even every atom.
Even every electron.
Even every proton.
Even every quark.

@DeWayfarer Will it change the momentum of your life? Does life still feel exciting reaching your age?

Idk. All I know my lists, the dreamed I always want to pursue is gone. It's hard to get it back. A lot things on the stake.

@iamelijah nothing is fix either. What you want now is not what your going to want even next year, much less 30 years from now.

@DeWayfarer Idk. I only imagine dreadful things.

@iamelijah your looking for those things then.

Broaden your outlook see what is available. Only you can do that for yourself. Yet you have to try to look for the good things. They right in front of you. If you only looked for them. 😔