Damn, I felt responsible for her death!! O.o

This is very weird and creepy, but yesterday I was thinking to myself.. My god the Queen has lived so long and her reign alone is pretty much as long as my mother's entire life.. and I was thinking these thoughts because I was thinking of my mother, and of whether she died prematurely ... Only to open the news and find out that Queen Elizabeth is dead O.o ... Damn, I felt responsible for her death!! O.o