I miss Princess Diana

So many red lines that I've crossed since her untimely death, mostly just trying to keep strings of relationships together. I do understand now what Princess Diana was about. She wasn't trying to be anything than herself. Somehow I didn't get it at the time.

Then I still had my red lines. I wouldn't stay with someone who abused me, I wouldn't become the victim to circumstance, I wouldn't let my parents dictate how my life was going to unfollow, I wasn't just going to be the victim in anyone's trap, I'd give my whole soul and body to the first person who I fell in love with, I wasn't going to fall into the trap of wanting merely security in life, etc., etc.

If Princess Diana were alive today, she would be 65 years old. I'm sure that she would still have the same beautiful soul with the even more beautiful body. Personally, I don't think that white is my colour. It's now far more grey. Shades of grey even.